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Forever

by Alan Apuli

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Forget me not
Forget me now until forever
I'll stay as long as you help keep me together
I'll stay forever (Hold on)
I'll stay forever (Hold on)

All the time I figured out
Just to peak behind the scenes
They said I could be anything
So I had all these hopes and dreams
Papers full of ideas, plans
Countered with the world's demands
Here's the mold you wanted (What?)
Let's see if you fit in (Damn)
It's not the way I thought of, please
Doesn't change how much you plead
To do that you need paper, green
The price's to care too much it seems
Seems like a shot want to believe
That there's more
That there's more

Forget me not
Forget me now until forever
I'll stay as long as you help keep me together
I'll stay forever (Hold on)
I'll stay forever (Hold on)

I'm tired and sorry
I never lived to your praise
But don't worry, it's okay
If you don't remember my name
I've held my best moments under scrutiny
My mind is lost now it's a mutiny
It's crazy and that's beauty, see?
I'll live forever now in a fantasy
I struggle with the thought to find a modicum of normalcy
To caught up seems like it's normal to me
If you're scarfing down pills normally
I'm manic at least quarterly
I like to think there's more to me

Forget me not
Forget me now until forever
I'll stay as long as you help keep me together
I'll stay forever (Hold on)
I'll stay forever (Hold on)

I'm in a cycle where avoidance is the cure and the fallacy
I wasn't there because you don't matter to me
I wasn't there because I was mad at me
If I was there it'd be sad to see
A former drunk with petty morality
To broken and hope and elope with the thoughts
To be just considered insanity
Don't think cause I'm gone
It's from some sense of vanity
Home feels lone cause I don't leave
I blame the social anxiety
Tell me it's okay and just lie to me
I know there's hope, and it's inside of me
I just hope it doesn't die with me

Forget me not
Forget me now until forever
I'll stay as long as you help keep me together
I'll stay forever
Wish I could stay forever (Hold on)
Forget me not
Forget me now until forever
I'll stay as long as you help keep me together
I'll stay forever (Hold on)
Wish I could stay forever (Hold on)

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released December 15, 2022

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Alan Apuli Chicago, Illinois

Chicago-based Musician

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